I’m home now. I had my last final this morning and rocked it. I’ll be home for the next three weeks or so, and I’ll see if I can’t write some more.

But for now, I’m just glad I survived the Semester From Hell, and I’d really rather not talk about it right now.

I’m not a huge football fan, but I like to root for the Colts and the Saints. They are both having fantastic seasons, but I swear this is not a total bandwagon thing. I have family ties to both Indiana and Louisiana, though I’ll admit that this year was the first time I actually watched a football game for the game. I just had to see the Saints whomp the Patriots, and I wasn’t disappointed.

I usually side with who I feel are the underdogs, and in this case, it’s the Saints. The Colts have won a Super Bowl. The Colts have been to a Super Bowl. The Colts have never lost their city to a hurricane and had to rebuild it.

Even after all these years, it is still hard to think about what happened. I tear up when thinking about New Orleans. I really miss it, because it is a lovely city. It has its problems, as all cities do, but it has a huge heart.

So I just wanted to share this article that my stepmother passed on to me. I dare you not to feel some emotion. This is New Orleans – not exactly how it used to be, but it’s getting better all the time.

I got out of school for Thanksgiving Break on Tuesday. I had four assignments due that day – ugh. It was so nice to leave campus for a while. My mom and I now have wireless Internet, thanks to my grandparents. It’s going to help us out a lot, since my mom is planning on going back to school, and she’s still trying to find a job.

We went to Ohio on Wednesday. Alex was coming up to my town to meet Nick and get a few games he requested, but since I wasn’t going to be there, I left a note and a mix CD on my front door and told him to stop by my house. I got a “thank you” text from him, and that was the last time I heard from him for two days because his phone died and he left his charger at school. It worried me a bit, but he called me today.

Thanksgiving with my grandparents wasn’t bad. I love them, but in all honesty, I’m terrified of my grandpa. He’s a military man, and he always seems so stiff and, a “downer,” if you will. My grandma is nice, although sometimes I get so frustrated with her “hovering.”  She likes to watch over my shoulder while I cook, and during our visit, whenever I dug out one of my four knitting projects, she always met me with a dozen questions.

I feel really bad because I probably come off as selfish and rude to them. I don’t mean it like that. I just hate being the only grandchild and I hate a quiet, tight-ruled, religious household. I was horrified to see that they own a book by Bill O’Reilly. We’re so different, our generations, and that’s difficult.

But Thanksgiving still went well. I read The Graveyard Book, finished a scarf for Alex’s mom, and worked on a pair of corseted fingerless gloves I started back in October. We watched the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day parade (Alan Cumming followed by Cyndi Lauper was the BEST part!), and the food was good. We weren’t going to have mashed potatoes, but I wasn’t having that, so I made the mashed potatoes myself. I also made a pumpkin-pear pie for dessert that turned out well.

Things I am Grateful For:

  • A loving family, despite my flaws and theirs.
  • A charming, wonderful, caring (and patient) boyfriend.
  • Good friends to turn to when I need advice, support, and a good laugh.
  • An education, a roof over my head, food in my stomach, and a bed to sleep in every night.
  • I am (as far as I know) healthy, and so are my family members.
  • For life, love, truth, and beauty – even in the darkest of nights.
  • Hope that things, no matter how bad they seem, will get better.

Mom and I left this afternoon and came back home. We ate chili and watched Choke. It was an okay movie, but I love Sam Rockwell and his weirdness. My boy called me. I was glad to hear that he had a good Thanksgiving. I can’t wait to see him Sunday, because this upcoming week is going to be a long one, and I don’t know if I’ll have much time to spend with him.

The good news: Only a few more weeks, and the semester will be over. Finally.

A few weeks ago, I was playing with StumbleUpon. Originally, I found a post by this man about cheap date ideas. He mentioned making a list of 101 Goals in 1001 Days. I thought the idea was interesting. I have a lot of things I’d like to do, but I don’t necessarily get around to doing them. I decided that I could use this list for those short term accomplishments, but also something bigger. So, after much thinking, I made my own list. I’ll be keeping track of my progress through this blog. I hope to accomplish these goals, but if I don’t, that’s okay – welcome failure!

 

Sam’s 101 Goals in 1001 Days.

(Starting November 17th, 2009)

1. Receive my driver’s license.
2. Buy a car.
3. Pass Decision Point 3.
4. Student Teach.
5. Pass Decision Point 4.
6. Graduate Ball State.
7. Write a list of 101 things/reasons why I love Alex, and share it with him.
8. Update my blog at least seven times a month for a year.
9. Take a trip to Canada.
10. Try a flaming drink.
11. Dye a skein of yarn by hand.
12. Dye a skein of yarn with Kool-Aid.
13. Knit a cardigan.
14. Knit a blanket.
15. Knit a pair of socks.
16. Knit the Companion Cube for Alex.
17. Learn how to crochet.
18. Paint two paintings on canvas.
19. Complete the Mona Lisa puzzle.
20. Write 20 original poems.
21. Write 10 original short non-fiction works.
22. Write 10 original short fiction works.
23. Learn how to play piano.
24. Watch the sun set, stay up and then watch the sun rise.
25. Learn how to dance with Alex.
26. Do a crossword puzzle every day for a month.
27. Read 15 of the Modern Library’s 100 Best Novels (From either the Board or the Readers’ choice lists) that I haven’t read before.
28. Watch 15 Movies off of AFI’s Top 100 Movies that I haven’t seen before.
29. Kiss in a heavy rainstorm.
30. Go sledding, and then curl up with hot chocolate afterwards.
31. Take a vow of silence for one day.
32. Turn off and refuse to use electronics for a week.
33. Go play laser tag.
34. Bake a chocolate cake, complete with frosting, from scratch.
35. Bake a loaf of bread from scratch.
36. Get a bigger bookshelf.
37. Get a little red dress.
38. Make a photo diary for a year.
39. Go camping.
40. Learn how to say “I love you” in 10 other languages besides English.
41. Go vegetarian for at least one month (Despite parent’s protests.)
42. Have a dentist’s appointment.
43. Get eyeglass prescription checked.
44. Meet Alex’s grandparents.
45. Go see the Butterfly Gardens.
46. Make Key Lime Pie the way my dad does.
47. Grow my hair long enough to braid it.
48. Take a trip to New Orleans.
49. Rent an apartment.
50. Fly kites with Alex.
51. Mail a love note.
52. Go to the zoo.
53. Teach Aunt Jo how to knit.
54. Frame my Agent Smith poster.
55. Sing karaoke at a bar.
56. Make a sock monkey.
57. Donate blood for 8 quarters (that I’m eligible) in a row.
58. Take a yoga class/course.
59. Learn basic belly dancing.
60. Donate $5 to charity for each item I do not complete on this list (I’m a college student, so I can’t afford too much.)
61. Open a checking account, or see if it is possible.
62. Use my calligraphy set.
63. Give up Facebook for a month.
64. Have David teach me how to play chess.
65. Hit Broad Ripple or other parts of Indianapolis for a night on the town.
66. Make 3 pieces of jewelry.
67. Submit a work (poem or story) for publication.
68. Go to the Artist Within and paint a piece of pottery.
69. Read with my little brother Alex.
70. Drive to my dad’s on my own.
71. Write 10 small messages about books that meant a lot to me, and place them in library copies of the books.
72. Put all my music, videos, pictures, and other documents on an external hard drive.
73. Upgrade my operating system.
74. Go roller-skating.
75. Visit Chris, Rachel, and Emma in Lafayette.
76. Visit Jennifer at IU.
77. Go indoor rock climbing.
78. Ask Grandpa Gilbert about his time in the Air Force.
79. Ask Grandma Gilbert about the Laska side of the family.
80. Watch Great-Grandma Lorraine’s video.
81. Ask Grandpa Tilmans about his time at NASA.
82. Ask Grandma Tilmans about her parents and her teaching experiences.
83. Go to Alex’s graduation.
84. Look at the stars and planets through our telescope.
85. Try Vera Mae’s Bistro.
86. Attempt an embroidery project.
87. Get CPR certified.
88. Grow a plant I could use (tomatoes, chilies, berries, etc.).
89. Read a different poem each day for a month.
90. Go to a drag show (other than Spectrum’s – I like them, but I should try a different crowd.)
91. Knit Jock a dog sweater.
92. Get a professional back massage.
93. Finish my 1,000 cranes project that I started in high school.
94. Drink the bottle of French wine I bought in 2007.
95. Finish playing Portal.
96. Make homemade candy.
97. Play Scrabble with my mom. Try to beat her.
98. Attend a concert.
99. Visit the West Coast.
100. Go skinny-dipping.
101. Throw a party.

Yesterday, Alex and I went to visit his parents for lunch, which consisted of rotisserie chicken, rolls, and a vegetable blend that included carrots, parsnips, potatoes, cauliflower, and brussels sprouts. Alex’s mom had tried cooking brussels sprouts before, and still found their taste to be unsatisfactory. I had never tried them before, but I followed her rules: everyone had to try at least one brussels sprout among their vegetables.

I tried them, and I like them. No longer could I say, “I do not like them, Sam-I-Am.”

Oh wait, wrong story.

So yeah, I liked them. The bogeyman of the vegetable world, and I liked them. I even added a few extra to my plate, and Alex’s mom noticed. She commented on it later. I don’t think she believed me. She said that if I didn’t like them, it was okay. But I was being honest – they were good. It was funny, though. She said, “Sam’s my favorite kid now, because she ate more brussels sprouts without being asked.” I stuck my tongue out at Alex, to which he responded with a “Hmph!” I love him and his family, and I’m glad they like me, at least – brussels sprouts and all.

I know I haven’t updated in a long time. I’ve been busy. School has got me worn out. It’s been good and it’s been bad. I just thought I’d try to revive this thing. So… the truth. This is what has been going on, or what I remember of it.

August
• The first day of classes, I found out my American Literature class required seven novels that the professor didn’t put on the book list. I had already bought all my books. I wanted to throw myself in front of the nearest MITS bus.
• The first day of classes was also Alex’s birthday. I made him lemon bars and bought him Carcassonne. He was happy. I was happy. As soon as he left, I crumpled into a ball and cried.
• The second day of classes, I went home, crumpled into a ball, and cried.
• In fact, let’s just say I cried a lot during August.
• Samir stole my air conditioner. I got away with it for a couple of weeks, though!
• Good things: I saw District 9, knitted, played too much Katamari, and got closer to the girls on my end of the floor (Ruu, Julie, Ryn, Cassie, Laura, Lauren, Lauren (yeah, we have two), Jessi, Elysia, and Alyssa).

September
• Things got a little better. I was still stressed out, but I was getting into a routine. Less crying.
• I represented Botsford/Swinford in Homecoming Royalty. Brian and I went to the Royalty Fashion show dressed up as Princess Leia and Han Solo. We didn’t win, but it was a lot of fun!
• Alex and I were supposed to go to the Greek Festival. We had planned it for months. He got busy taking Matt to get his new computer, and he was late. An hour and a half late. This was the first time I was actually angry at him. We reconciled, though. We didn’t make it to the Greek Festival, but it ended up okay.
• The next weekend, we went to Irish Fest with Sarah, Thom, and Leigh, and I bought a claddagh ring and ate tasty food.
• 12:30 Fire alarm. Seriously.
• We had Mud Volleyball, and I helped Julie, Colton, and David set up Friday in the mud, rain, and cold. I got a free t-shirt Saturday because I was too cold. I played, but we didn’t win, but it was nice because the tournament was only one day this year, not two.
• I went to Hall Council’s ‘80s Night dressed as Donatello and won best costume.
• Dr. Hartman said her youngest daughter saw my name and thought it was pretty, so she named her stuffed panda Samantha. Cute.
• Other good things: Bowling with Alex, Evan, Teddy, and David and I got a sexy hand-me-down dress from Cassie.

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October
• First weekend: my mom came to visit, Sarah and I went shopping, we had a double date at Panera, Alex took me to see Zombieland (AWESOME!), and we cooked dinner on Sunday morning, and I finished knitting my first sweater!
• Gem from my brothers: David said I shouldn’t get married because he doesn’t want a brother-in-law. Alex said that it was my decision. I could get married if I wanted to, but if I didn’t, I’d be lonely. <3
• One Thursday: I wore a sexy dress, kicked ass in my debate about how Batman is better than Superman, scored free coffee, and gave Teddy two Big Lebowski-themed cakes.
• I got completely OBSESSED with True Blood. I am sad to know that the third season doesn’t come out until June 2010.
• Watched Wil Wheaton on The Big Bang Theory. Holy crap, so full of win.
• I knitted Ryn a Jayne Hat.
• I got to go home for the first time in two months during Fall Break, and I knitted a hat, got apple cider, carved two pumpkins, wrote a couple papers, took a quiz, got my learner’s permit again, watched four movies, and did eight loads of laundry. Productive? I think so.
• Saw a production of Little Shop of Horrors at Muncie Civic Theater. I loved it!
• I didn’t do anything on Halloween. It kind of made me sad, but oh well. Next year I’m going bar-hopping as Princess Leia.
• One of my professors went on maternity leave, so now we’re having class online. That improves my Monday-Wednesday-Fridays. Woo!

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And now, not much is going on. It’s November, and the semester only has a little under forty days left to it. I think it’s much better than it has been for the past few months. Wouldn’t you agree? More later – I promise!

I enjoyed my last few days before moving back to Muncie. I worked on my dress and got it (mostly) finished. I hope I’ll be able to go back home sometime and finish it. I’d love to wear it.

My grandparents came to visit, and on Friday they surprised me with a cake that said “Good Luck Sam” on it. Unfortunately, I have stated clearly that I do not wish to be back at Muncie. I have many reasons for how I feel, but I’d rather not get into that. Anyway, my grandparents’ sentiments made me feel a little better, but perhaps made me even more sad about things.

I moved into my dorm last Saturday to help out on our Opening Committee. We spend the week decorating the lounge, putting up door decorations, and finally, moving all the incoming freshman (and some returning students) into the dorm. Moving up to my room was a bit challenging, considering that my room is on the fourth floor again (along with all the other Opening Committee girls) and the elevator was broken.

I really like my room. It’s a single, so I don’t have to worry about a roommate. I have a lot of space, and I can pretty much do whatever the hell I want. Oh yeah.

So we all moved in, and Lemmy and Dom helped us out. Mom, Grandma, and Grandpa left and went to dinner. I would have gone too, but Dom’s dad cooked dinner for us – barbeque chicken and corn-on-the-cob – and it was very good. I had the chance to unpack a little bit, walked through the recently renovated guy’s first floor bathroom, and then we had a meeting. After the meeting, Jason, Teddy, and I went grocery shopping for the Opening Committee’s breakfast. We returned and put the milk and juice in Tony’s apartment and found him, a full-grown man, trying to rid his apartment of a moth. He apparently isn’t much of a ‘nature’ guy. Teddy came in and captured the moth (looking like a cat while doing so), and went to free it outside. Well, Tony’s back door was open, but the screen door to the porch wasn’t. He tried to run outside and ended up busting the screen door out because he didn’t know it was there! Oh my god. So hilarious.

Sunday, we were downstairs bright and early to work on decorating the lounge. Most of our time was spent working on bulletin boards since all the art supply stores (namely Hobby Lobby) were closed on Sunday. Teddy, Pete, and I stuffed rooms with phone books and CO/AC cables. It was somewhat sad to go into some of the rooms, though, because I knew who had lived in them before and that the people weren’t coming back to the same dorm. It just isn’t the same anymore. It never was last year either, I guess.

We had a big dinner sort-of thing with the RAs and the Accelerate Students (freshmen who moved in early to help out). I needed to take pictures for my bulletin board, so Faryn and I skipped out on the icebreakers after dinner to do so. I love crazy adventure time! We nearly died, seethed about roundabouts, and I jumped out in a flash and ran around taking pictures. I finished my board after midnight, but I think it went well.

Monday, I worked on spray-painting bushes with Elysia, and painting a Phoenix Wright – inspired wall mural with Dom (it’s pretty sweet). Cassie and I got really frustrated at one member of the committee for being very lazy and doing sloppy work, but overall, things went well.

Tuesday, Elysia and I finished our bushes, and we actually got everything decorated and set for Wednesday rather early. We busted out the hall’s Rock Band and played for a few hours to celebrate.

Wednesday was our first move-in day. We met a lot of new people, and it was sort of fun. We did have a few problems, and it is unbelievable what some people – girls and boys both – bring to college. There were two guys who had two large televisions and a lot more stuff, and then they wanted to fit a large couch into their teeny tiny room. I had to go downstairs and break it to one of the guy’s grandmas who was waiting on the couch that we refused to move the couch up until they found room for it. But she was very understanding, and she was so happy when I brought her a bottle of water.

The weather was all very nice during move-in on Wednesday until the last shift from 4:00 to 5:00. I was out working carts, and it started to rain. And then that rain became a typhoon. I unloaded the back of a pick-up truck in ankle-deep water, with rain pounding on my back, the water running into my eyes, blinding me, and every article of clothing suctioned to my skin. It was crazy. Then it stopped raining towards the end of my shift, and I had Lauren (my neighbor) go to my room and get me a towel. There was no way I was going to go into my room with how soaked I was.

We had a program scheduled Wednesday night – a scavenger hunt – but only one team showed up. Apparently our program was supposed to be at 9:00, but we didn’t know that. So the RAs whipped up a game night, and I went downstairs for a bit and met some people, but I didn’t stay long. How could someone expect to go and socialize at a program when we were exhausted and sore and had to get up the next morning and do it all over again?

Thursday went smoothly – in fact, it was amazing. No problems whatsoever. That night we had a program where we showed Clue and Inspector Gadget, but I only stayed for the first movie. I was so tired.

I woke up today (or I guess, technically yesterday) later than I have all week, and I didn’t get out of bed until 9:30. I went to the library with Cassie and returned items we had checked out for our programs, and then we went to the Village to find textbooks. I grabbed a salad from the Atrium for lunch, and then Elysia, Jessi, Lauren (Jessi’s roommate, not my neighbor – it’s a little confusing in text, I know) ran some errands. I came back and worked on putting together my room. The girls came over and we watched American Psycho. It was a good time. I liked hanging out with them.

After dinner, I retreated to my room and cleaned it up a bit. I think I’ll vacuum tomorrow. I definitely need to keep this room neat and orderly. I read and knit a little tonight. It’s nice, though a little strange, to be by myself so much.

Anyway, tomorrow Alex moves in and hopefully I’ll get to have some fun before I have to go back to the ol’ grindstone of classes and work on Monday.

Since I am back at school and classes start in two days, I figured I would just summarize what I did during (not quite) three months since the spring semester ended.

I worked a lot at Educational Resources.
I slept on Lemmy and Dom’s couch.
I survived on bagels. Lots and lots of bagels.
I spent a lot of nights with Alex, but we had some good times when we both weren’t busy.
I played an unsuccessful campaign of Shadowrun.
I broke the baby toe on my left foot.
I took the writing competency exam and the Praxis I – giving me the ability to graduate and go on to higher level education courses.
I watched the first season of the Big Bang Theory, the entire series of Arrested Development, and most of the series of Sliders.
I baked honey-peanut butter cookies, peach cookies, and blueberry-goat cheese muffins.
I made a kusudama flower ball.
I visited my dad, Cindy, David, and Alex as they made their transition to their new house in Kentucky.
I knit:
* A bag for my former roommate, Jess
* Two hats
* A scarf
* A cowl
* A saber-toothed lime
* …and started a sweater.
I (mostly) made a dress.
I read:
* Go Ask Alice (reread)
* Frankenstein
* Dracula
* Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
* The Picture of Dorian Gray
* Peter Pan
* The Bell Jar
* On the Road
* Pygmy
* Catcher in the Rye (reread)
* The Jungle
* Catch-22
* Slaughter-House Five
* A Brief History of Time
* Walden
* The Fountainhead
* Night
* Into the Wild
* Cat’s Cradle
* Franny and Zooey
* Dandelion Wine

So, as you can tell by this, I like making lists (a lot) and you know what I was doing the majority of this summer…

I’ve been keeping busy at my house in Pendleton since I got back from visiting my relatives, if you haven’t noticed. I’m enjoying myself immensely. Mom and I did an intense cleaning session of our house since it hasn’t had that at all since we moved in about four (?) years ago. Sunday (the 2nd) we cleaned the family room. Monday, it was the living room and the bathrooms. Tuesday, it was the kitchen, but I think Mom did most of that. Wednesday, we took a break. Alex and I went down to Indianapolis and had lunch at a greasy spoon type of diner, and then just hung out.

Thursday, I cleaned my room. The last time it was cleaned was last summer, but Mom typically dumps whatever she takes back from her visits to Muncie in my room on the floor. Things pile up. I sorted through everything, and I ended up spending six hours in my room. I became enraged when I found items that were actually my mom’s in my room. In fact, after six hours, I was just plain tired and bitchy. I’m glad it’s over, though, and – hey! – I actually have a bedroom now!

Saturday was an annual cookout-get-together-thing my friends and I have done called the “Cornucopia of Love.” This was the third year for it, and the smallest turnout by far. I have a feeling this is the last “Cornucopia.” There were so many people last year, and it was a lot of fun, but now we’ve all grown apart. There’s a lot of drama with certain folks that make them not want to attend, or some people just don’t feel like seeing some of their old friends because they’ve made a lot more, and cooler, friends. Others, of course, had prior engagements, which is understandable. I don’t know. People have changed. I know I have too. Honestly, I didn’t even want to attend. I told Alex he didn’t have to attend if he didn’t want to, but he said he would. Despite my want for isolation and my animosity towards the gathering, I went, and it was all right. But times and people have changed, and there really is no turning back.

Alex and I left the gathering around 8:30, and then Teddy arrived around 10:30. He wanted to go see people at the “Cornucopia,” so we went back to Jennifer’s house. Everyone left as soon as we arrived, and then we hung out with Jennifer until 1:30. I was exhausted when we got back.

Sunday, Teddy and I went swimming at Brown’s pool. I haven’t been there in several years. So many, in fact, that the last time I was there I wasn’t old enough for the hourly fifteen-minute adult swim break. Now, it seems I was one of the only people at the pool who has breasts and isn’t over the age of thirty, and Teddy and I towered over all the other patrons under the age of thirty. We had fun though, and then just hung out around my house for the rest of the day. Teddy read my copy of Watchmen during his visit, and now he wants to watch the movie, though I tell him it’s terrible.

We ended up going back to Jennifer’s on Sunday evening and played board games with her. Austin and Robin came over and hung out too, and it was nice.

Monday, Teddy and I loafed about my house and then went to the mall and Goodwill. Surprisingly, I didn’t buy anything. Teddy stayed for dinner, and then he left around 7:30 to go visit Faryn. Mom and I watched The Soloist, and I took a break from knitting my sweater – yes, I am crazy enough to knit a sweater in the August heat – to knit a lime. Not just any lime, but a saber-toothed lime! Yes, I play Kingdom of Loathing, and I’m proud of it. Pictures of said lime will be posted sometime, I promise.

Tuesday, Mom and I did some errands, I watched Burn After Reading and Persepolis, burned my left pinky finger on a hot iron, and cut out the pieces for my dress. Hopefully I’ll have some of my dress done before I go back to school. It probably won’t happen though, honestly.

I’ve also been playing the Apollo Justice game that Alex let me borrow, and I finished it this morning and was able to return his DS and his games to him after goodness knows how many months. I’m just glad he’s patient.

Anyway, we went to the State Fair today. Did you know they have chocolate covered bacon? It’s called “Pigs in the Mud.” It looked like a piece of beef jerky from a few yards off, but no, I did not try one. My stomach said no to that – but regrettably, it said yes to a bloomin’ onion and fried green tomatoes from a stand called “Dr. Vegetable” which Alex and I found amusing. My stomach also said yes to a lemon shake-up and pineapple sorbet, but those were more acceptable than deep-fried vegetables (or deep-fried anything, for that matter).

We saw some cows, saw some horses, saw some donkeys, pigs, chickens, geese, ducks, rabbits, and sheep. I loved the sheep. They were cute. There was some handspun, hand dyed yarn for sale near where the sheep were, and Alex watched me fawn over and weigh the decision for buying some of the yarn. However, my resolve was strong and I did not buy any – but I know what to look for next year at the State Fair!

We saw a lot of neat things going on at the fair, and I had a really good time. We completed our circle with the Midway. The rides didn’t really hold much interest for either of us, especially with how overpriced the fair is, but I wanted to ride the Ferris Wheel. It’s been a while since I’ve been on one, and it was a nice end to our visit.

Alex and I went back to his house afterwards and hung out for a while. We both ended up taking a short nap because we were so tired. I found out that I have a lovely blister on one of my toes and a scathing sunburn on my back, but that’s perfectly all right. Today is the last day I’ll see Alex for a while – I’m guessing until he moves in on the 22nd – unless he surprises me.

My maternal grandparents are going to visit us for the last few days of my time here. They’re arriving tomorrow afternoon and will be helping me move into my room on Saturday. I just don’t want to go back yet. I’ve only been out of Muncie for a few weeks. I feel like kicking and screaming and shoving my head under a pillow all at once. No fair. Summer’s over. Another hellish semester looms menacingly before me.

I went to a family reunion in Wakarusa yesterday. It was enjoyable. Here are just a few of my favorite things about the day.

- Finishing The Fountainhead in the morning, and reading Night on the car ride home.

- One hour into our three-and-a-half (or so) hour car ride to the reunion, my little brother Alex asks, “Are we there yet?”

- Little brother, later, says, “Hey look, a cornfield!” I point out my window and say, “Oh, and hey, there’s another cornfield… and another… and another!” (Yeah, that’s Indiana!)

- Hugging people I have no clue who there are/were.

- Text to boyfriend Alex, right after arriving: “Oh my god I don’t remember the names of anyone here!”

- Talking with relatives, including ones I know or don’t know. They were all really nice, though. I like that my family is nice.

- Eating probably more desserts than actual food. I can’t help my sweet tooth sometimes.

- A nice old man with a hearing aid asking me, “So how do you fit in here?” and my following explanation of, “Well, I’m so-and-so’s grandkid, the oldest of their only son…”

- Standing in a Bob Evans parking lot with my other brother David’s stuffed parrot on my shoulder.

- Finally rolling into the driveway of my grandparents’ house at 10:00 p.m after leaving around 8:30 that morning.

- David going towards the bedroom I was staying, prompting me to say, “Nuh-uh! You aren’t going in there. That’s my room.” To have him whine, “I want to sleep in a BED!” And me replying, “I don’t want to hear about it! I haven’t slept in a bed all summer!”

- Cracking up (with perhaps insanity) while talking with the boyfriend, and falling asleep shortly after that. I slept for ten hours, and missed church and a pancake breakfast.

I love my family.

I can’t believe how fast my time with Dad and Cindy have gone. I know it isn’t much time, but still – I’m not ready to go yet, despite some of the issues I’ve had.

It will be exciting to have my own bed again soon. I went from sleeping on the couch in Lemmy, Dom, and Camilla’s house to sleeping on a bed… but not the exact way I’d like to be. Let me explain. Dad and Cindy are in the process of moving, and they haven’t closed on their house yet, so they are living in a two-bedroom apartment. Dad and Cindy have one room, and David and Alex – and right now, me too – have the other room. David sleeps on a mattress on the floor, Alex sleeps on the top bunk, and I sleep on the bottom bunk. They go to bed early, and then around midnight or 1:00, I have to lift my leg and duck at the same time in order to crawl into the bottom bunk. I hit my head the other night, and for two or three nights, I haven’t been able to sleep well. It doesn’t help when my brothers want to play and end up waking me up around 8:30 in the morning so they can have the room.

We haven’t done much, but it’s been nice. It’s weird, because I’m so used to working and being on my own and worrying about things I have to do, and I’m not used to relaxing and having a lot of free time.

Monday, Cindy took the boys to see G-Force. I declined the invitation, though it wasn’t because I didn’t want to see a movie with them, it was just that I wasn’t interested in that movie in particular, much less in 3-D. I called my mom, and I called Teddy. I did that as I walked across the street to get some fresh air. I browsed through some stores and then came back. I wasn’t gone long.

Tuesday, I took the boys swimming, but I didn’t swim. I sat poolside and read, and we went inside when I heard thunder.

Wednesday, we went to the Humane Society. It’s no secret that David and Alex have wanted a dog for a really long time, and when they are finally settled into the new house, they’re going to get a dog.  We got a dog out, her name was Jo, and she wasn’t too interested in us, but she was hyperactive. Cindy tried to put her back in her cage, and she escaped and ran around the dog room. All the dogs were barking like crazy, and I just stood there, panicked, like, “What do I do?” I don’t mind dogs, I’m just more of a cat person – I’m quiet, and cats are quiet. Dogs are loud, usually. The other dog we got out, Jock, was quiet. He’s been there for a while, and Cindy and the boys have got him out before. He’s a really sweet dog, and they’re thinking that if he’s still at the Humane Society when they move in, they’ll get him. Unfortunately, they can’t just reserve a dog for another week or so. I hope they’ll be able to get him, though.

After the dogs, we went to look at the cats. There was this one, pawing at me through her cage.

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Her name is Jana, and I thought she was a pretty cat. I picked her up, and pet her for a while. She was very friendly. I felt so bad when I had to put her back in the cage. She knew it, too, as soon as we rounded the corner. She dug her claws into my jeans and wouldn’t go back in. I kept saying, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I wish I didn’t have to, but I can’t take you.” I think I should visit the Muncie Humane Society sometime. I miss having a pet, but because I’m living in the dorms, I can’t have anything but a fish…

Wednesday night, I talked to the boyfriend and I played doctor to some of David and Alex’s stuffed animals. They’re not perfect, but they’re mended.

Thursday evening we went to Bd’s Mongolian Barbeque and Graeter’s. I love Graeter’s Ice Cream. I haven’t had it in a long time, and it was really good.

Today, we’re going back to Richmond to stay with Grandma and Grandpa. Funny, we only left there on Sunday. Tomorrow is our family reunion. I haven’t been to one in a while. Unfortunately, my brothers and I will be the only grandchildren from our section of the family attending, so I don’t know how entertaining it will be.

Home on  Sunday!